My winter break

Working almost everyday I’m trying to clear my mind… the turn of the New Year made me realize my life is going faster than ever but at the same time it’s really not going anywhere…. it’s time to really “grow up” and thats the last thing I want to do, I miss my childhood… I miss feeling a sense of freedom… I miss the innocence and the cluelessness. But a good friend of mine asked me the other day, “whats stopping you?” I’ve never been asked that question but if I had to find an answer it would be I’m scared… I’m scared to take any risk, I feel safe with my day dreams its a sense of security like the innocence of my childhood.